My New Year’s Resolution’s…. Let’s All Go Hummmm.. 🤔🍸🚬

This year I am not going through the motions of making New year’s resolutions and then, getting really depressed when I don’t live up to the insanity. I have been through hell and back the last few years and I don’t need to make my own hell with unrealistic expectations or unreasonable demands on myself. This year I just need a break from, hater’s, other people’s problems or anything else that you need pills to help you through. I’m ready for a happy and healthy new everything and everyone. I’m not going to be able to serve as a doormat and I will remember that I love myself and will work on the things I enjoy and not worry about what anyone says or thinks of me. It’s none of my business what you think about me anyway so I will remember that my life, feeling’s and opinions do count. I guess what I’m ready for is to be me and if you don’t like me then you can just fuck off. My advice to you, for the New Year is the same advice to myself….”Be inspired, be kind to yourself, be generous to others, love you and walk away from the insanity and dissfunction in your life wether it is caused by you or by others”. In the end only you can change your mind your life and you!
     I wish you all the best in your new year and many blessings to you and yours…. Happy 2019! Hope you all are going Hummmm.. 🤔🚬🍸

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Baby treatment #5

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  Baby Treatment#5 is inspirational, interesting, well written and she’s beautiful too. Lots of things That Make You Go…. Hummmm 🤔🍸
   Please take a minute to read this….and…. You will go hummmm too, and be inspired! Thank You!

Having Your Best Interests At Heart….

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  Have you ever been in great need to read or hear something…. I was blessed today by God, and “Insanitybytes22” who wrote this blog. I am a follower of this blog and after you read this absolutely well written piece of advice…you will too… Thanks so much for your wisdom… this is exactly what I needed to read 100%…This Will Make Everyone Go Hummmm….🤔🚬 I certainly did…. again thank you!
       AJ Harlequin. harliquin.dreamer3@gmail.com 😀

MERRY “WTF” CHRISTMAS…….Hummmm😵🚬!

  This time of year is always a joy ride through hell for me and mine. It just seems like, if something is going to go wrong….it does🎅🚬!
   I’ve been trying to help my crazy beautiful newly widowed aunt, keep her home! My late uncle left her with nothing but, a bunch of bills and a $30,000 doller morgage that’s three months behind. He also left her their two adult children, who just can’t stay out of trouble (both are incarcerated, at this time), with their continued success in staying on drugs😰! On top of this problem, is my favorite mother in law and my husband Francisco, seem to get into more than their share of complications from Halloween🎃, to New Year’s Eve🎉!
   Maybe it’s just me, my depressive symptoms seem to flair up, more than normal every year at this time as well! I have been known to over exaggerate and I have been working on that. Plus I am about to become a home owner for the first time in, all my fifty four years of life! This in it’s self is, probably one of the most powerful life experiences. With in the last three years, I have become legally married, moved half way across the country ( I am now with in driving distance, from my own family) to purchase a home, took on the role of parent to my elderly mother, mother in law, and stepmother ( funny how my two syblings and Francisco’s five syblings have disappeared) and buried my father, who was my rock! So it’s quite safe to say, that I have I have hit most if not all major life events, you can do. Of course my psychotherapist, stepmother just says that I finally had to grow up😨! The saying is actually true…”You don’t become man until your father dies”! I always made really good money, as a model and owner of several four star restaurants, but I always turned over my money for my, corporate accountant, father to invest and deal with my taxes and because of that, he left me set for life! Now I have to think about things that I have never thought twice about, like…..taxes, but I regress😀!
   I have always believed that, in helping others (wether they be human or animal) all year round, not just at Christmas! It just astounds me, how people push this giving crap, around Christmas, but become completely oblivious to the fact that, people👫👪👬👭 and animals🐶🐰🐎🐱 need help all year round😕! The other thing I noticed is that, this time a year, the con-artists seem to come out of the woodwork! Unfortunately my aunt’s Roselinda and Adriana (by marriage) are the two most hypocritical christian, criminally insane, con-artists you will ever meet. I have watched them extort money from, from not only strangers, other family members, but my mother in law and me as well. Aunt Rosie and her son (who was just released from prison for extortion) stole my SIM card out of my phone the day after, I paid off aunt Adrianas $30,000 morgage. Why because I would not pay $6,000 for her broken down car (which she accused me of breaking) and I have not driven a car in 20 year’s (by choice, I just simply hate to drive), that is called extortion! Both aunt Rosie and her son Stevie are now under investigation😀! So unfortunately, all my accounts are frozen until the third of January 2019, we will be staying in a hotel for Christmas and New Year’s this year. No tree, No presents, No Merry Christmas🎅❗😨! That’s okay….For my 83yr old mother in law, my 62yr old terminal ill husband and I, just being alive and together for another fabulous Christmas to celebrate our Lord Jesus Christ’s Birth day is enough for us to have something to celebrate!
   Talk about things that make you go Hummmm! 😐🚬
     HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY SEASON, MERRY CHRISTMAS, HAPPY NEW YEAR AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT…….❗❗❗❗❗From my crazy beautiful family to yours…….MERRY “WTFing” CHRISTMAS AND A BLESSED 2019❗❗❗❗❗😀🎅👬🐰🐱🐶👵

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Angie and Francisco

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My new toy!

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Mapa

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Porky

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Flex and Francisco

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Mapa & Francisco

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The babies

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Our peace candle

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Our new babies

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Porky again

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The love of my life, Francisco!

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Me in my Christmas suite

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Blue Berry

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Karma

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My old mug.

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Mapa again

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Sydney Bella and Puppy

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The kids

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Me in skinnier days

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Puppy and Sydney

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Angie and Francisco at Saint Louis Catholic Cathedral, New Orleans la for midnight mass last year!

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My late father John and my beautiful stepmother!

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Francisco and sneakers

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Over the rainbow Bridge

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Mapa

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Tweety

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Felix La Kitty

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Angie and Francisco on bourbon st, New Year’s Eve New Orleans 2017-2018

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New Year’s Eve New Orleans Angelina and Francisco

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Sneakers and Bella( real brother and sister)

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Mr Bougangles

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Blue Angel

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Mr Tibbs

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Angel La Kitty

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Porky again and again

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Me in my Christmas suite

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Porky again

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The house we are leaving now

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Dear old dad and his wife. We miss you too!